Archive for June 2009

my honesty remains valid

im not sure how to approach on the vixen’s lane, but i appear to be ready and able to run the planet as i see fit.  and fit i am, not unlike the dorothy dandridge, the dorothy pantsraid that i wanted.  but yet, i can tell you that i still a finite being, without limits, [...]

on the quest for fire

behind my head i see the wolverine claw and all i feel the death of moment’s notice.  i cannot understand how or why these men had to kill my mother, but they did, they fucking did and i could have stopped them but i did not.  i could help everything and nothing, i could feel [...]

on tires

of all messages that erupted in sin, i can no longer take the silent vow of negativity that holds many so dear to my vains indeed torched by the sins of the romantics.  i cannot vow towards a managed view of civilization, but i can indeed fail you in tremendous valor.  i am unsure of [...]

on titles

im not sure if you know how hard i try, or how much i know about your operation, but i know that you are watching me and that i am watching you.  so lets end this nonsense with a torrid love affair, so i can start respecting myself again, and so i dont keep getting [...]

on the horizon

i can smell the fear of my armpits, they are roasting inside of my arms.  and with that i began my four month trek towards the horizon, not knowing that my boat was going to capsize in three months, and that in the fourth month i would find the horizon, only to find another horizon. [...]

on the messages of my savior

on the top of the world, i seek the melonic wondrance of sight and sound.  alone in a wilderness of the fire, i sing of you quietly til i cannot see anymore.  i am not the one they speak of, yet my endearing melody plays sound out of bounds.  i care not for who i [...]

on top of the world

above the world i see what is ready for me.  i see what is my own, and i can cry aloud to those who cannot feed into my anxiety.  i can see the rainbows as they appear and i can taste the clouds as they deliver themselves to me.  i am the one who cannot [...]

slim slow slider

i have stolen a title and i will use it to my displeasure, i will unite the forces that be and render myself useless as a dove.  and yes i can function in this world and still maintain my sanity.  it is my sanity that holds me and takes where i am missed.  and all [...]

a delicate balance

on the quiet side of the street, with angels gloomily studying my physique i guarantee the outcome of this most recent project, a delicate balance of severity and the truth, a delicate balance of the untied wonder of the jacko lantern.  i study the objects that come my way and assess their utility.  then i [...]

untitled

the endeavour was practical but i still need it, for that i am sorry and for that i apologize, and i cannot see you alone anymore.  unfortunately my feelings are too strong for you and i fear for myself when i am with you.  as such, you must know that i will always think well [...]