a delightful time, indeed a pleasurable affair filled with the anecdotes that serve me as they serve all of us, the dour friends of our time. i do not know how we proceed from here, from this colossal mishap, this delightful foray into worlds that i wished i could ignore, but i still find you [...]
i cannot fathom the depths of you. only you can let me in to that maze of anxiety and doubt. but you have to, there is no alternative, otherwise you will die a sad man. i cant let you die that way. i cant let you just die like an animal or a starving pig [...]
i am not aggressive but still endearing for those who fear the wrath of my penetration. i mean the intellectual wrath of a man who cannot hold back, who only fears the world as it is, and not what it could be. there is light here and truth and the very nature we fear can [...]
i am sorry to say that time is moving slowly here in prison. i have nothing but time on my hands and all i can do is think of witty dialogue with my father. he died in a boating accident a year before i was sent here for embezzling funds from his bank. i think [...]
my parole was denied. as it turns out i will not be able to get married as i had planned. i have learned that the young lady i desired was actually an actress and not a real person. she has decided to marry another actor to support the child they reared on set of their [...]
i have actually done it. i have achieved some form of greatness with desires i encounter without consciousness. i am not the bachelor i once was. i have fallen in love with a grand young lady, and i have decided that we will be married in the coming months. i am excited but nervous but [...]
i am not sure how i became such an animal, but an animal i became. there was much to be delivered, much to be said, and therefore not as much to remind ourselves about the epic nature of our conquest. i was tired and unassuming, but the lands that were in front of me were [...]
i could say that i was tired, but i wasnt. i was excited and excited is good when you are drinking rum. rum raisin cocacola. i get fired up before meets. thats why i am such a good wrestler. yesterday at practice i killed a guy because i was so good at wrestling him. man [...]
i have found through a variety of research methods that i am not the best at what i do. it is disconcerting to realize this conundrum but i feel with the best of methodologies i could ransom myself to a high bidder and be happy enough to receive some kind of reward for my labor. [...]