Archive for October 2008

i think well of your eyes

last time i saw you we were in love.  but seeing you now at my favorite restaurant is quite a surprise.  you seem well.  i like the way you are dressed, it favors your physique.  i often wondered how you would age, and you have done so gracefully.  your daughter looks just like you, she [...]

im available

tonight i write out of grief and a response to all the naysayers that dogged me for all these years.  i have officially retired from pingpong.  i have decided that i will pursue my lifelong dream to climb the alps and shred all dignity from the lineage.     i have decided to do this [...]

a beginning i hope

the beginning of my life was interesting.  many entertainers suggested that i live a toned down life, one of demonstrated earnest, but hearing myself speak and knowing how i felt there was nothing to be said for my disdain.  i was entirely uncalculated and knowing that i was destined to achieve nothing.  i noticed from [...]

energy

i feel something i have not felt since the dawn, and it was long enough ago that i did not tremble quite softly against the otherwise damp affair.  i can say specifically and thoughtfully that care was taken in the abrupt loss and that my world was indeed sacrificed.  i am not the thoughtful dodger [...]

i can breathe free

i was like this before i said.  i said that there could be a revolution if we werent careful, that the prose of citizens would be read before a committee and the committee would be racist and we would all be at fault for the lies of our fathers and the lies of my ineptitude. [...]

on a different note

id like to get this clear to whoever it is that has been writing all these letters to my daughter.  she is not for sale.  she will never be for sale.  any attempts to purchase her on not worth my time and certainly not worth her time.  she is a young lady and i hope [...]