Adam's Garden

 i walked around the world today.  i was tired and had no way to know it was the way of wolves to do so.  i was a hungry young man tired and uncertain and i could not hear what it was that i feared the most which is was life and which was me and everything else.  there is nothing i fear but the world and in doing so, i choose the awkward moments of life to give myself meaning and to give myself the knowing lies that make me the man i am today.  there is love and there is freedom.  there is romance and there is everything else, for days that borrow themselves quietly, i give myself freely.  there is nothing that makes it so, that makes it real that makes it what it could have been.  i kiss lightly and tread with feet.