i wonder at life and all of its glory, but for certain moments in time i hesitate and i gasp. i gasp for air and the paper of new life. i gasp for glory and the nothingness of the bottomless strike. i angle for the view and question the call but i always hold my [...]
in a further note to this addendum. i have to point out that the words used in these years of solace and true wording are not the ones that were intended. after the speech is finished i will retire to the bullpen as it were. but without a baseball and without a crowd, there is [...]
i can feel it, as it moves, the love i feel. i can taste the venom that surrounds it the porridge of dynamite that encapsulates you to me to me to you. i remember your hair, i remember you in all your you. take it from me dear please, take the rain and throw it [...]
i remember my first day of school, it was public and i was embarassed at how much i was looked at. i was enormous, i couldnt weigh less than the teacher and she was fat. i was embarassed at me and what i became. i was all of everything, but it could not be told [...]
after i developed the theories that drives us all forward in life i have come to the conclusion that life in itself is worthy of pursuit. amen life can take various forms and various stages but here in the blue light, the later light, the traumatic light, i can see what it [...]
i get busy with long fellows though i maintain my privacy. i kick it with teams of bread that fight with their eyes. i cannot get busy with you though because i dont miss you. if i did then i would be upset, but i dont so you know that i am that way. so [...]
i know i can be what i want to be. i am only an immigrant, a bastard of your culture, but i can feel what i feel and know that there is love where i find watches. i am only sure of two things in this world, you and money. but it is money [...]
i can even think of things now that i could not think of before. they were places that i knew places that i felt as home. home for me not for you. i could think of rainbows but i cannot feel the sun. life like the rain not like me not like anything [...]
i became a man today. it was by thirteenth birthday and i am so proud of everything that i have accomplished. i am currently the head of a society, not one that you know, but one that makes me proud to be a kid. not too many kids get the chance to run the [...]
i get back from the bar you tell the kids to shut the hell up to say what i want when i want that is the point of life. you tell the kids to keep quiet goddamit they keep yelling at me margie you tell them to shut up or else or else [...]